Thursday, April 30, 2009

My current fav poem-"IF" by Rudyard Kipling

If you can keep your head when all about you-are losing theirs and blaming it on you,

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,but make allowance for their doubting too.

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting or being lied about, dont deal in lies, or being hated, dont give to hating ; And yet dont look too good ,nor talk too wise.

If you can dream and not make dreams your master;

If you can think and not make thoughts your aim;

If you can meet with triumph and disaster, And treat those two imposters both the same.

If you can bear to hear the truth you have spoken,twisted by knavesto make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stop and build them up with worn out tools.

If you can make a heap of all your winings. And risk it on one turn of pitch and toss, and lose and start again at your beginings and never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew to serve you turn long after they are gone and so hold on when there is nothing in you except the will which says to them "HOLD ON!".

If you can talk to crowds and keep your virtue or walk with kings nor lose the common touch.

If you neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you.

If all men count with you ,but none too much.

If you can fill the unforgiving minutes with sixty seconds worth of distance run-yours is the earth and everything that in it and which is more you will be a man my son!

-Rudyard Kipling

Saturday, April 25, 2009

my desk spoke!!

45 days were left for the last semister-I started to collect the notes as per the syllabus(whose contents were new to me), but some how got the notes from my friends rather collecting from the lecturers so as to avoid lecture for bunking regular classes. Finally acquired lots of xerox sheets .
30 days were left, I felt - "its time to start! NO I don't have much time to complete and revise all the units..so i have to be seriously serious now,but still 30 days are left. okay shut up! I don't want to regret after the exam by telling myself - 'i would have started studying a bit early' , which I have even uttered many time in past but NO not this time .yes, today I will count the pages -how much I have to complete!
15 days were left,Almost more than half of the course was over but still the rest were to be completed which became the reason for adding some more hours for studies , locked the bike in garage, polished the shoes and kept them in drawer, started to use eye drops,switched off the mobile but a peculiar thing happened-As the burden of the course was decreasing the nervousness was increasing(didnt knew why!).One more thing I observed - I was loving to stay in sleep for more and more hours as a buffalo loves to stay in water in summer.
10 days were left, it was the time for revision ,revision and revision,, alarm clock was also having a nice workout.
It was 3 am ,after getting up from the bed poked water in eyes,filled waterbottle and went straight to the desk wiped the dust and then the conversation began between the desk and me ->desk started-"good morning "
i replied"good morning"
"how come today so early "
"actually only 10 days are left so thought to start getting up early and revise the lessons"
"thanks to these exams of yours for which at least I am regularly wiped for some days otherwise you use to pile books ,cds,rough sheets whatever u can on me like am a dustbin "
"ohh I am sorry "
"please don't be because I know after this exams will over u will again make me wear a coat of dust and pile all nonsense things on me in a harsh way, you self-centered pig cant you feel the pain of mine, u only think of me at the time of exams"
"okay am sorry ,I try will cure your complains"
"you should "
"can i start my studies now"
"ya sure and best of luck and one more thing can you please paint me after your exams and the last thing is just warn all the brats not to doodle on me "
"thanks for your wishes and yes, I will follow your instructions"
At last finally my preparation for the semister was over for which thanks to my alarm, desk,water bottle who helped me in many ways.